queenofshebaWhere to begin?
December 16th 2006 23:10
Well I was wondering what the hell I was gonna write until 30 seconds ago when Troy told me he thinks I still have feelings for my ex.
My jaw literally hit the floor in shock. The fucker (excuse the language) has my watch and won’t give it back to me. He's had it for like a year. It was a 16th birthday present from my dad and I happened to like it very much. I'm sick of asking for it back, but I want it. I told troy that I emailed him to ask for it back again, and I get a message saying "I think you still have feelings for him".
Like where did that come from? The only feelings I harbour for him are hate. OK, maybe I'm not over how badly he treated me and I still would like to punch him, but as go feelings of affection or love, there are none. Yes, I did love him (I think)... but in retrospect it's hard to see how he ever loved me when he treated me so badly.
I feel hurt that Troy thinks I still have feelings for him, but maybe he's just a bit insecure. I know he has a thing with not trusting women... anyway it’s obviously something we need to talk about.
I think I need to go and keep busy before I continue to discuss my relationship issues in public!
PS: Did anyone else cry when they watched Belinda Emmett’s brother sing at the carols last night? Thank god troy was asleep next to me, it's embarrassing crying over mushy stuff.
My jaw literally hit the floor in shock. The fucker (excuse the language) has my watch and won’t give it back to me. He's had it for like a year. It was a 16th birthday present from my dad and I happened to like it very much. I'm sick of asking for it back, but I want it. I told troy that I emailed him to ask for it back again, and I get a message saying "I think you still have feelings for him".
Like where did that come from? The only feelings I harbour for him are hate. OK, maybe I'm not over how badly he treated me and I still would like to punch him, but as go feelings of affection or love, there are none. Yes, I did love him (I think)... but in retrospect it's hard to see how he ever loved me when he treated me so badly.
I feel hurt that Troy thinks I still have feelings for him, but maybe he's just a bit insecure. I know he has a thing with not trusting women... anyway it’s obviously something we need to talk about.
I think I need to go and keep busy before I continue to discuss my relationship issues in public!
PS: Did anyone else cry when they watched Belinda Emmett’s brother sing at the carols last night? Thank god troy was asleep next to me, it's embarrassing crying over mushy stuff.
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