queenofshebaperiods & depression?
January 23rd 2007 05:23
Hey guys,
I had a really shit night last night. I got so depressed over this rent situation plus a million other illogical thoughts.. ugh.. it just all got on top of me. I hadn't felt that low for quite a while. I'm a bit better today - well I'm not crying non stop
But dad wants me to go with him to his friends for dinner and I really can't be bothered. I just want to curl up with the tv and be me instead of having to put on a brave face and go out.
I am getting my period, which coincidently was also the last time I felt that bad. I think I need to start taking evening primrose oil again, or maybe just cut my ovaries out.. one or the other.
I haven't seen Troy since Saturday... 4 nights. Sounds short feels like a month. I'm missing him heaps. I feel safe around him.. here I just feel a bit alone. I think sometimes you just need your boyfriend.
He'd kill me.. but I left my ring he gave me for Christmas in Bendigo. I won't be able to get back to it til tomorrow or Thursday. I have been wearing it non stop since I got it, and without it I feel lost and naked.
I had a really shit night last night. I got so depressed over this rent situation plus a million other illogical thoughts.. ugh.. it just all got on top of me. I hadn't felt that low for quite a while. I'm a bit better today - well I'm not crying non stop
But dad wants me to go with him to his friends for dinner and I really can't be bothered. I just want to curl up with the tv and be me instead of having to put on a brave face and go out. I am getting my period, which coincidently was also the last time I felt that bad. I think I need to start taking evening primrose oil again, or maybe just cut my ovaries out.. one or the other.
I haven't seen Troy since Saturday... 4 nights. Sounds short feels like a month. I'm missing him heaps. I feel safe around him.. here I just feel a bit alone. I think sometimes you just need your boyfriend.
He'd kill me.. but I left my ring he gave me for Christmas in Bendigo. I won't be able to get back to it til tomorrow or Thursday. I have been wearing it non stop since I got it, and without it I feel lost and naked.
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