queenofshebaParents..
December 20th 2006 10:39
Hey guys,
I gotta make this entry quick I took a couple of valium and I probably have another 15 mins before I have to lie down. I had a fight with mum tonight, which always leaves me feeling like shit. She had a fight with our neighbour today, which made her upset, so she asked me to come home from Troy’s and hang out with her, which I did.
So I get to be the one that is a sounding board for her sadness, anger, frustration... the list goes on.
Troy told me to just leave and come down to him, but I can't. I cannot live with the guilt of leaving my mother when she is on the verge of tears every time I leave to either go to Troy’s or go to Bendigo... speaking of which guess who gets to drive 3 hours on Christmas Eve? Fun fun...
Anyway my logic at the moment is that when troy gets stressed or whatever he gets to do dope, so I figure he can't be upset with me for taking some valium. I don't take it often, the last time was probably 4 months ago. Right now I just need something to make my mind go blank.
All right its lie down time.
Night all
I gotta make this entry quick I took a couple of valium and I probably have another 15 mins before I have to lie down. I had a fight with mum tonight, which always leaves me feeling like shit. She had a fight with our neighbour today, which made her upset, so she asked me to come home from Troy’s and hang out with her, which I did.
So I get to be the one that is a sounding board for her sadness, anger, frustration... the list goes on.
Troy told me to just leave and come down to him, but I can't. I cannot live with the guilt of leaving my mother when she is on the verge of tears every time I leave to either go to Troy’s or go to Bendigo... speaking of which guess who gets to drive 3 hours on Christmas Eve? Fun fun...
Anyway my logic at the moment is that when troy gets stressed or whatever he gets to do dope, so I figure he can't be upset with me for taking some valium. I don't take it often, the last time was probably 4 months ago. Right now I just need something to make my mind go blank.
All right its lie down time.
Night all
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