queenofshebaMy thoughts on depression
December 10th 2006 12:30
I wrote this last year or the year before, I can't remember. I'm not that bad now, but I still very much know what I was talking about
I don't know whether I should feel grateful for antidepressants or not. On one hand, I don't see the point of slitting my wrists, on the other I know I'm only 'stable' because I take a tablet every night.
My mood is worse than a rollercoaster. I'm not sure how to explain it. Depression is a ride. The top of the rollercoaster is the mania; the bottom is the suicidal thoughts, hopelessness and tears. The steady bits are there to let you feel ok for a little bit while you recover from your last fall and get ready for the next.
I don't know whether I should feel grateful for antidepressants or not. On one hand, I don't see the point of slitting my wrists, on the other I know I'm only 'stable' because I take a tablet every night.
My mood is worse than a rollercoaster. I'm not sure how to explain it. Depression is a ride. The top of the rollercoaster is the mania; the bottom is the suicidal thoughts, hopelessness and tears. The steady bits are there to let you feel ok for a little bit while you recover from your last fall and get ready for the next.
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