queenofshebaFirst night without boy
December 13th 2006 11:26
Hey guys,
I've speent the last 14 nights snuggled up to Troy, sorry I'm sick or referring to him as the boy, because he means much more to me than that, and I'm sure he won't mind me using his name. I don't think he's gonna sue me over it
So tonight is the first night alone in my own bed and I'm sitting up at the computer to avoid going to bed! Although I am wearing his oversized jumper that he wears when he is working on his car, I still miss his warmth.
I learnt this card game last night from his family called Joe, but I'm pretty sure thats a made up name. It was nice to sit around the table like a family and play the game. I always wanted brothers and sisters (which i lack) so I kind of feel like I have a brother and an extra mum and dad when I'm there.
His mum is lovely, and I'm getting better at talking to her. I think she can kinda sense my moods a little bit, and she's a bit more gentle (to a point with me).
I'm pretty content tongiht, aside from worrying about money. Troy offered to help me pay that "thing" but I won't let him. It's not due until Jan 16, so I'll start to worry about Jan 10th.
Good night all
I've speent the last 14 nights snuggled up to Troy, sorry I'm sick or referring to him as the boy, because he means much more to me than that, and I'm sure he won't mind me using his name. I don't think he's gonna sue me over it
So tonight is the first night alone in my own bed and I'm sitting up at the computer to avoid going to bed! Although I am wearing his oversized jumper that he wears when he is working on his car, I still miss his warmth.
I learnt this card game last night from his family called Joe, but I'm pretty sure thats a made up name. It was nice to sit around the table like a family and play the game. I always wanted brothers and sisters (which i lack) so I kind of feel like I have a brother and an extra mum and dad when I'm there.
His mum is lovely, and I'm getting better at talking to her. I think she can kinda sense my moods a little bit, and she's a bit more gentle (to a point with me).
I'm pretty content tongiht, aside from worrying about money. Troy offered to help me pay that "thing" but I won't let him. It's not due until Jan 16, so I'll start to worry about Jan 10th.
Good night all
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